Reflective everybody watching my downfall and my final moments

Reflective EntryWell this is the end, I blame all of this on myself, no one should pity me, just all the damn lies i’ve told everyone and myself so my name does not become corrupt, but in reality it just made it worse. It all started with that affair with abigail, then she was accused of witchcraft which wasn’t entirely true, then people started getting falsely accused and hung for her actions. None of this would have started if I wasn’t so selfish. My poor wife and kids, I put them through so much, she is a very respectful woman ,but took her for granted. I hate that whore who made my life a mess, I know that I have done wrong but I cannot confess to it. My pride. My name it’s too much for me to handle, everyday I live with this guilt over my shoulders, chewing on my soul all asking for this to end. This will most likely be my last Journal entry, I will become imprisoned soon. I must confess to my actions, put my pride aside and do this; Because if I don’t it’s only going to bring more hate towards my name, and my family. I know I am going to be taken to the gallows and hung. I just hope Elizabeth forgives me for everything that I’ve done to her. I just hate how Abigail manipulated the court into thinking she was innocent and falsely accusing people for witchcraft, which was causing them to get hung for no reason. Then the court asked me if I had the affair with Abigail and I said yes ,but my beloved wife lied and said that I didn’t, after all that I’ve done to her she still loves me but I don’t think she forgives me until she knows I confessed. The thought of being put on the gallows and hung, is most terrifying for me, everybody watching my downfall and my final moments of being alive. I just the hope the court knows that all this “witchcraft” was all a lie and that too Abigail and Betty should be hung for their actions as well. I know that I have broken a commandment and that my soul is damned, I turned to reverend hale for help but my pride is too strong for such actions. I deserve what’s coming for me, all the lies and terrible actions that I have did is all coming back to me. This is farewell…